The Sleeping Beauty is my idol. If only I could sleep and sleep and sleep…
But I mean so, that no body come and fucking wakes me up. | Just five more minutes!
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What do you do? | I’m drawing. | No, I mean in general | Um… I draw. Or I’m thinking I should be drawing | Is that even healty anymore? | No.
GREEN is not my thing | (or IS IT?) | Life is so exciting when you don’t even know yourself what you are going to do next
27th of April 2007 | I have time to sleep a little next to my luggages | And when I wake up | I sicretly wish that I would want to stay | And that someone would forbid me to go.
Missing (a working title) | I’m lost in my work when I REALIZE…
I’m really already editing this! | It feels funny in my stomach | But I shoudn’t get excited, there’s still so much to do. IT’S NOT READY YET.
IT’S NOT READY YET. I Still have time to panic, feel lots of anxiety, get depressed, say ”I will never” (so many times). | BUT | Now I could be happy, just a short while.
…And then. | Oh F***.
Missing (a working title) | 95 pages. The first version of the story is finished. | AND now… | I’m starting all over again.
For a short while, I dreamed of THESE… | …BUT I didn’t do that for long | Because I already got some other stuff on my mind. | Can’t help it, I’m not able to concentrate on anything really.
NO maybe but. | And when WHY or | What if YES | And still always NO.
Usually there’s a connection between CERTAIN SONGS and CERTAIN PERSONS. | And when you hear that CERTAIN SONG you’ll remember that CERTAIN PERSON.
And many times it turns out, that you can’t listen to that CERTAIN SONG anymore because of that CERTAIN PERSON. | So that’s why it’s so WONDERFUL to hear a song that dosn’t remind you of ANYTHING.
Only about that CERTAIN SONG. | And it’s so rare and fragile… | …That you have to be carefull
Because if you’re not carefull, some CERTAIN PERSON might get attached to it… | …And then THAT SONG is also lost.
I’m running but | I can’t move
I give up and stop existing