16. I like cat’s better than dogs. | 17. I think the best way to eat and work is when I’m lying on my bed.
18. I have a stuffed animal, a hedgehog, that goes with me where ever I go (it was with me in France also, when I was there for my exhange studies for six months). It still sleeps next to me every night. | 19. I love to dance, and I often dance when I’m alone in my room.
20. I have bangs these days, and I cut it myself this fall. It was my first time when I cut my own hair.
50 things… | 11. I can’t sing… | Before I liked to sing, but now after all the traumas I’ll rather be quiet.
12. I don’t like phones… | ash, I should call… | …But I don’t dare… | Maybe I’ll do it tomorrow… | I specially don’t like to call ”official phonecalls”.
13. I have (at least) one phobia… | No, no! Don’t say it! | And that is wrist phobia. (that’s the reason I have a wristband).
14. I’ve read all the Harry Potter books.. ( the third one is my favorit). Yes, I cried many times.
15. Last summer I watched all the Gilmore Girl’s seasons. | It’s the best tv-show ever.
50 things… | 6. I’ve been in Tanzania (a class trip in 2002) | God, it’s HOT! (Kuuma is a swear word in swahili) | …And I remember some words in Swahili. | 7. I’ve been in Steiner school from age 7 to 19. | How it’s different from a NORMAL school? | I don’t know! I’ve never been in a ”normal school”.
8. I’m still not quite sure, which one is a brush and which one a comb. (and it seems like I can’t draw eather of them) | 9. I can’t stand when people eat with their mouth open. | *Smack smack* | (chewing gum it’s the worst). | 10. Couple of times, when I’ve came home, I’ve just collapsed to the floor and cried… | …How dramatic.
Tätä se Olli saa aikaan:
All this becouse of Olli dared:
50 things about me. It begings now. | 1. I’m 155 cm | Yes, let’s get this over with: | I’m short.
2. I’m now writing a 100 000 words long novel by hand. | so far I’ve writen about 14000 words. | It has to be ready by end of this month. | 3. I’ve watched all the Star Wars movies in a row (+ the holiday special!) | Mari, don’t sleep! | I’m awake | Mari, your eyes are closed! | …And I survived it!
4. I become an Helsinkien recently. | But I’m from Oulu, really | Northen girl. 5. I was in france for six months… | …and I still dont know how to speak french.
NOW, during this trip, I finnaly had the feeling I’ve been waiting for. | That feeling when I’m thinking… | I don’t want to go back to Helsinki. | It doesn’t feel like home yet. | It even snowed in Oulu. | I’m writing to get rid of this bad feeling. | Maybe I won’t show this to anyone afterall. | This month is going to be unreal.
I’m tired. I don’t know how to work anymore.
I’ve been lazy. Done nothing.
I’m not going to use this spoon. (ever).
I don’t usually forget important things. | Oh no, I was supposed to call that one phonecall! | ….shit did I forgot to turn off the stove?! | And I’m not usually late… | Agh, I was supposed to be in Kallio 15 minutes ago! Where’s my keys?! | What’s wrong with me??
Specially today… | Everything that happens, is somehow separate from me. Everything happens outside of me | Somewhere else. | And I’m ready to fall apart on my thoughts. | But I can’t dissapear yet. | I have to wait for next month. | And that’s quite soon. | That is if I do lots of work now, so I can make a small place for myself.
What are you worrying about, small thing?
You are something.
Well duh, of course I don’t really CARE about you, I’m just saying it’s not wise to go away.
Missing (working title) | It’s pritty easy to dare me to do stupid things… | I’m SO going to write a better novel than you. | I will write a LONGER one and by HAND. | So, now I’m going to write a novel in november. | Yes, yes, I know I’m not a writer… | But it’s going to be great anyway…
…And I’m going to write the story so, that I can use it for my album… | …And I already know how my novel begings.
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aiemmat osat löytyy vuodatuksen vanhasta blogistani.
previous chapters can be found from my old blog at vuodatus.