A small thing and it’s small thoughts.
So small that there’s no room for anything else in it’s head that to itself.
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NYT. Nyt.
Now | Now | Now. | I’m cold. | Now I | Now I will stop. | And fix. | I will fix myself.
sinä päivänä…
I give up. | That was the day, when she turned into | invisible. | Invisible.
(Ehkä) Ei.
MAYBE you are important to me. MAYBE. | (and) WHAT if | WHAT if | WHAT if I | WHAT IF I am something to you. | BUT no. | No. No. No.
NYT
NOW, during this trip, I finnaly had the feeling I’ve been waiting for. | That feeling when I’m thinking… | I don’t want to go back to Helsinki. | It doesn’t feel like home yet. | It even snowed in Oulu. | I’m writing to get rid of this bad feeling. | Maybe I won’t show this to anyone afterall. | This month is going to be unreal.
Lounaalla
I’m tired. I don’t know how to work anymore.
I’ve been lazy. Done nothing.
I’m not going to use this spoon. (ever).
en yleensä
I don’t usually forget important things. | Oh no, I was supposed to call that one phonecall! | ….shit did I forgot to turn off the stove?! | And I’m not usually late… | Agh, I was supposed to be in Kallio 15 minutes ago! Where’s my keys?! | What’s wrong with me??
Specially today… | Everything that happens, is somehow separate from me. Everything happens outside of me | Somewhere else. | And I’m ready to fall apart on my thoughts. | But I can’t dissapear yet. | I have to wait for next month. | And that’s quite soon. | That is if I do lots of work now, so I can make a small place for myself.
What are you worrying about, small thing?
You are something.
Well duh, of course I don’t really CARE about you, I’m just saying it’s not wise to go away.
Eksyksissä (työnimi): osa 9
Missing (working title) | It’s pritty easy to dare me to do stupid things… | I’m SO going to write a better novel than you. | I will write a LONGER one and by HAND. | So, now I’m going to write a novel in november. | Yes, yes, I know I’m not a writer… | But it’s going to be great anyway…
…And I’m going to write the story so, that I can use it for my album… | …And I already know how my novel begings.
Lisätietoa | More info at: http://www.nanowrimo.org/
aiemmat osat löytyy vuodatuksen vanhasta blogistani.
previous chapters can be found from my old blog at vuodatus.