27th of April 2007 | I have time to sleep a little next to my luggages | And when I wake up | I sicretly wish that I would want to stay | And that someone would forbid me to go.
Jet life
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Avainsana-arkisto: Runoilua
EI (ehkä)
NO maybe but. | And when WHY or | What if YES | And still always NO.
Lisää painajaisia
I’m running but | I can’t move
I give up and stop existing
Toisaalta
On the other hand I just want to break down. On the other hand I want to show that I’m STRONG. So so strong. And I don’t | save me | want a saviour.
Kirjoita tähän
Write here what you want me to say | And I will write here what I want to hear | Then you will see what a good match we would be.
Tänään…
Today I am a little girl. | I put my wellines on | walk through puddles | and play invisible.
Today I don’t care about grown up things. And I don’t care that they say: | You are so small. | Because today I am so so small.
Today I leave my hair in a mess and I don’t think what you think of me because | Today I am a little girl | you are so stupid | today I don’t care about you.
Today I am again | playing hide and seek by myself | And maybe tomorrow I’ll find myself. | But today I am small.
Come / Leave.
Ymmärsin
NOW I maybe UNDERSTOOD | UNDERSTOOD so m ethi ng | about myself. | BUT | but? | WHAT i f | This time | I DON’T HAVE any buts? | What if I’m finally free? | NOW. | Maybe. | (BUT).
NYT. Nyt.
Now | Now | Now. | I’m cold. | Now I | Now I will stop. | And fix. | I will fix myself.
sinä päivänä…
I give up. | That was the day, when she turned into | invisible. | Invisible.